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reasons to doubt me. 
 
i'm flying.   i am racing down the highway with my heart tied to a kite-string, laughing as it skitters out of sight in  
 cloudy skies, only to reappear breathless and shaking. my scuffed-up feet are drumming on the hot asphalt,   ripping away my rough heels and trading them for snapping ankles – because i may not know where i'm   going, but i'll sure as hell get there fast. somehow, hope got wound around my wrist and in between my  
 fingers, just like smiles got tucked between my lashes as my blue-eyes cry, "save me! save me!" because  
 they still believe in ha reasons to doubt me.
by *xoxoraybaybay
paper cranes and picket fencesi am folding you one thousand paper cranes because it is all we have left.   
legend says that if i fold one thousand paper cranes, i will get a wish. i could wish for a pair of iridescent wings or an ocean in a teacup or just to finally be happy again, but i don't want any of that--with every crane i fold i am imagining you. one crane for the circles under your eyes, one crane for your jutting ribs, one crane for every seizure.   
i love you and you're dying and i will run out of paper trying to fold your broken pieces into birds.   
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you drew me a picture of us in the future.  our houses were paper cranes and picket fences
by *estallidos
Day three five three.
by ~ForgottonPhotography
being in love.it's like when you were five, when your pet rabbit died  and you learned that nothing good lasts.   
it's like the time you dropped him off at his house to watch tv  
before you drove yourself to the emergency room, sobbing.   
it's like the first time you saw your kindergarten teacher cry.   
it's like ring around the rosie, a pocket full of posies, ashes. ashes.   
it's like when he went too far, and he said, "is this okay?"  and you said, "no," but it didn't matter.   
it's like when he said, "but i want you."   
it's like the number seven, or rubies.   
i being in love.
by *estallidos
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Complications

Sun Nov 1, 2009, 2:24 PM
when i could see the
heartbreak shine through your iris-
es -- i turned away.
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i feel like everything gets so complicated so fast, and i cant decide if i love it or hate it. the confusion and anxiety feel endless, but without it where would i be? what would i be doing, and would i even care if it was all the same? i have a complicated relationship with predictability.


and if you should wish
to do good in my name, spread
the word: let it be.
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life's nothing more than taking things day by day, because how else can i really approach things? planning only leads to disappointment when things don't turn out like i want them to. i'd rather be nicely surprised by things actually working out.


i just want to kiss
you until you understand
how much i love you.
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i will never understand emotion, so i don't try to anymore. what can i do besides trust what i feel and go from there. if i can't trust my own instincts, what do i have left?

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I'm sixteen, and in my last year of high school. I don't hate my school, but I am definitely ready to go off to college. I hope to major in English and a Studio Art, though I'm not sure which yet.
I dance a lot and am easily distracted, so posting will probably be sporadic, but I do try to take pictures/write/do some sort of art quite a bit.
I make a lot of mistakes, but what's important is to learn from them :)

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:icontige321:
~Tige321 Jun 18, 2009, 4:49:49 AM
*points* YOU! New account? Score. :D
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~fates-hands Jun 17, 2009, 8:46:05 PM
hi you should call me!!!
cuz i have something exciting to tell you!!!
:iconstarstruckhearts:
~starstruckhearts Jun 17, 2009, 9:05:18 PM
i'm on the phone with you :)
:icontinyplaidninja:
~tinyplaidninja Jun 17, 2009, 7:31:15 PM
Hi Jelly bean!! I like this name a lot better. Yayz!

--
I haven't lost my mind; I know exactly where I left it.
:ninja:

"13 pi over 6 does not equal pi over 6. It's just kind of one of those 'duh' things."
-Dr. Harnett during Math Analysis
:iconstarstruckhearts:
~starstruckhearts Jun 17, 2009, 7:39:24 PM
Hi Ambie! Me too, my other account was just getting far too emo for me. But, I suppose that's a good thing :)
:icontinyplaidninja:
~tinyplaidninja Jun 17, 2009, 7:42:42 PM
yeah i think that's a good thing. it's good to start over. :3

--
I haven't lost my mind; I know exactly where I left it.
:ninja:

"13 pi over 6 does not equal pi over 6. It's just kind of one of those 'duh' things."
-Dr. Harnett during Math Analysis
:iconstarstruckhearts:
~starstruckhearts Jun 17, 2009, 7:52:55 PM
definitely :)
ahh cute smiley!
anyway, is friday still on?
:icontinyplaidninja:
~tinyplaidninja Jun 17, 2009, 8:48:52 PM
yes, it is indeed. we need to discuss. i'll call tomorrow. oh and katie and i are in my chat room if you wanna stop by. ^.^ link's in my journal.

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I haven't lost my mind; I know exactly where I left it.
:ninja:

"13 pi over 6 does not equal pi over 6. It's just kind of one of those 'duh' things."
-Dr. Harnett during Math Analysis
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